thoughts.

Dear Friend,

Today isn't a great day, health wise, at my house. Mother has a hurt hip, Sister almost passed out and has a horrible cold, and I'm a bit yucky due to the med change. Dad's the lucky one - he gets to take care of all of us!

It's been raining since about 3 in the morning. Everything looks flooded. It's a good day to take a nap.

I've been a little bit lonely lately. I guess that's because I haven't been going to school regularly.

Sometimes I wish I had a more dominant personality. I am kind, and smart, and I listen well. I think I'm a good person to be friends with. I guess that when I dont' talk that much (which can be normal at school), people could think that I'm not friendly. And I could see how they could think that.

It can be frusterating how I put so much energy into a friendship, or relationship and things don't work out. I mean, I guess that's life. I've done all that I can do, and it's up to them to pull their weight for the friendship. If they don't want to be friends, then it's their loss.

It's so easy to say things like that. It's so much harder to believe them. Maybe if I keep saying them, over and over, I'll eventually believe it.

Thanks for reading.

Love always,
Sara